THIS IS TOO MUCH

THREE ENTRIES IN A DAY... THAT'S SO MUCH i lost cecil before we even started... now i'm losing jay even before i have him... so awfully painful yet...true.. i've been telling my classmates foolish things because i thought those foolish things were real... well God loves me... what do you know... just when i was about to fall...he gave me the sign to take a step back not just a step but to run away from that brink.. such pain would be too much to handle for me if ever i got the chance... no.. not a chance... the foolishness, the foolishness to readily jumpdown... !!!!!!