I JUST DON'T KNOW

bDAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything about it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

I JUST DON'T KNOW

bDAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything about it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

I JUST DON'T KNOW

DAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything anout it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

THIS IS TOO MUCH

THREE ENTRIES IN A DAY... THAT'S SO MUCH i lost cecil before we even started... now i'm losing jay even before i have him... so awfully painful yet...true.. i've been telling my classmates foolish things because i thought those foolish things were real... well God loves me... what do you know... just when i was about to fall...he gave me the sign to take a step back not just a step but to run away from that brink.. such pain would be too much to handle for me if ever i got the chance... no.. not a chance... the foolishness, the foolishness to readily jumpdown... !!!!!!

Just when you thought it is real

why is it that in times that you thought that evrythings doing well... that's the time.. the perfect time that reality will stike you!!!!!!!!!! so damn hard!!! that you will really go back to reality... how come i never learn... why am i so naive... why di i believe people asimply because they told me to do so... i hate myself... and why is it that the ones we hold on to are the people who aren't really as reliable as we thought they are... it's so damn painful that after having a date with jay i will be reading testimonials of a girl... he's ex according to him saying such f***ing things... damn him to hell... i don't curse people but it's just too much for me to handle.... i always believe him but then he never failed to disappoint me.. I'm such a foolish wreck... damn joyce.. you're right... i should be careful.. and i am now... and f*** nalang talaga....

just when you thought you're contented

there are times in our life when we think that we have all that we need. but then a blink of an eye and you'll realize that you don't. when i found cecil knocking at the door of my soul i thought he would be the missing piece that i was looking for. and so a i thought he is, but then time startedto chenge everything... suddenly i have him yet i don't know him... i never thought that the guy i wanted so much could be this insensitive.. but what can i do.. i guess god has given me cecil to teach me to be patient and to know how to lower my hand at times... but to be honest i don't like it.. it's so awfully painfull..

me...

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

how tough is tough?

Lately, Milleño visited the country. He was able to throw open windows, to uproot trees, to crash billbords and many more. My neighbors house was one of the most unfortunate to be affected greately by the visitor. But our neighbor did not take Milleño for herself alone, when the fourth unfinished floor of the house fell down my uncles place it caused a disaster, my 6 year old cousin was hit by hallow blocks.. and the roof of the said floor flee on our third floor crashing almost to the aquariums. The wind is pretty tough. And i was so scared. Hving an unfinished house made me pray hoping that my dad built a stong house. Then, i realized that our house is definitely like me. I have unfinished dreams and businesses but i continue to fight like our house during the typhoon. Still standing, fighting the strong winds and heavy rain. So i realized that until the last drop of my dad's fortune he was still thinking of us... He built a safe and strong founded house so that his family is well sheltered. And me, being raced to be tough in this world will continue to fight even the toughest storms of my life

ME AND MY GRANY

tHEre were times in ourlives that we are thinking of resemblances. And sometimes people notice what is not really an obvious resemblance. Last time, i was with my relatives.. and mny of them said that I am pretty much like my lola. Having no idea which character of my lola I got,I asked, They said most of me is her. Then we went to mass. The homily, human as in the image and likeness of God. but do we really look very much like God? or do we act much like God? how? When? and to whom to we show such charcter? that's when i begin to undestand... Being a like with someone is something you really don't notice, it's a good thing that there are people to remind you ar to tell you that you did resmble your Granny, what more of God.

WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT"S OVER....

There era times when you seem to forget and move-on, then suddenly, the person who gave you the reason to forget will just pop out of your life be there again when you least expect it. The difficult part is you've learned to live without him... That's a good thing with humans they can always learn things over and go on with their lives... But humans have a heart and that I don't know is an advantage or disadvantage... A heart never forgets what it has felt for a person before... The thing is it can always remember and revive all the feelings again.. Doesn't matter whether it's painful or worth remembering... A human heart is a heart that loves... Oh God why have you given a heart same as yours,....

Your Element Is Earth

What's Your Element?