ugoy ng duyan...

Sana'y di magmaliw ang dati kong araw nang munti pang bata sa piling ni nanay...
Nais kong maulit ang awit ni inang mahal...
Awit ng pag-ibig, habang ako'y nasa duyan...
Sa aking pagtulog na libis ang himbing ang bantay ko'y tala ang tanod ko'y bituin
Sa piling ni nanay langit ang buhay...
Puso kong may dusa sabik sa ugoy ng duyan...

This is song is one of the most memorable songs I've ever known.
It speaks of how gentle is the love of a mother to a child. So much love that the child doesn't want to leave his childhood, so much love that the child doesn't want to go on with his life. But that is something that can never happen, because life will continue and the world will still turn even without your consent. Having once felt the tender love, we just want it to stay and hold on to it forever, something that can't happen. This may be a second part of what I have before, PAIN IS INEVITABLE, but pain is not all there is to life. And this song will forever remind us that once we were in bliss and so we shouldn't surrender because life is a cycle and we will be in bliss once again...

just when you thoght it's okay...

DISAPPOINTMENT, one of the major human disasters in human life... Who in this world have never been disappointed?? I guess there's none, for he who has never been disappointed is incomplete. Why? because being disappointed is something that makes you grow and allows you to learn. Indeed being disappointed is really a negative experience but like what i've said before pain is inevitble... if you can't fight it, live with it.

REASON

WHY???????????????? The question that needs a lot of words to be answered. Why do people ask why??? because..................................................... a number of reasons would be popping out of my head upon answering such question. But really why do we have to sk why?? I suppose why is another way of satisfying once little frickle brain and a universe wide curiousty. Why is the question for those who want to understand. BUt another why would pop out! why do we need to understand?? why is an undless question that needs endless answers and endless acceptance... why??? you see upon giving reason another why pops oit and why, because..... haaaayayayyyayay

When to Stop

They keep on saying try and try until you succed, but when will you accept thet it's just not for you? when will you stop? Is asking such Question will make you look weak? I don't think so. Knowing when to stop is accepting the facts that there are thing which are not meant for you. It's not about giving up but accepting. Reality bite they say, so what if it does? you can't continue living in a world where only what you believe exist. Sometimes yyou just have to accept that some things are universal and some just apply to you. Giving up is easy but accepying is not. You could stop but still hoping and the more you hope the more painful it gets. I'm not saying that when you stop stop living... That's not how it is... Stopping is a new start. Just when hoping is so opainful already I guess that's the time to stop and start a new. YOu just have to know when and how...

Pain is Inevitable

"pain is inevitable, i would rather have your honesty than your silence"

These words came from my favorite book THE BELOVED. She is definitely right upon saying these words. We can never remove pain in our lives and it is better to feel pain than not to feel anything at all. Experiencing pain is not so bad after all. There are times that it is only through pain that we will be successful, happy or learn. We can never say that we have lived our lives to the fullest if we are not able to experience pain.

Another line from the book is " pain and suffering is not all there is to life"
she's strong and logical. Through the absence of joy and happiness we are able to feel sufferings and pain but how did we know that we are experiencing pain or suffering if are not able to feel joy and happiness. Sometimes we tend to see our lives as full of problems and crisis. Bt we shouldn't forget that we are experiencing those because we also experience happiness and in humans life there should be a balance of everything.

"MODERATION" from aristotle. we can't have all that is good or all that is bad. WE should be in the middle for what is over is not good and what is less not better.

HOW DO YOU KNOW IT'S THERE IF IT ISN'T THERE...

There are so many things that we don't see but we know that it is there. Sometimes we just can feel them and sometimes we just believe them. But how can we say that it's there??? Is it through our senses? or perhaps through our thoughts. But what's in our minds exist only in our minds and therefore cannot be seen. You can't be walking in the street saying i can see what's in your mind to every person whom you're going to encounter. But then, something tells me that it's beyond senses... because emotions are there yet no one can grasp anger or hatred or pain. And so i believe that there are things that need not be questioned if they are here. For, they might be here but our insensitiveness might tell us that they aren't there.