I JUST DON'T KNOW

bDAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything about it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

I JUST DON'T KNOW

bDAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything about it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

I JUST DON'T KNOW

DAMN... my friends will be making fun of this entry probably... i'm quite confuse on how things are going between the two of us... it isn't as if we're together already... but.. i just don't know... i hate it but then i can't do anything anout it... jay.. what am i going to do with you...

THIS IS TOO MUCH

THREE ENTRIES IN A DAY... THAT'S SO MUCH i lost cecil before we even started... now i'm losing jay even before i have him... so awfully painful yet...true.. i've been telling my classmates foolish things because i thought those foolish things were real... well God loves me... what do you know... just when i was about to fall...he gave me the sign to take a step back not just a step but to run away from that brink.. such pain would be too much to handle for me if ever i got the chance... no.. not a chance... the foolishness, the foolishness to readily jumpdown... !!!!!!

Just when you thought it is real

why is it that in times that you thought that evrythings doing well... that's the time.. the perfect time that reality will stike you!!!!!!!!!! so damn hard!!! that you will really go back to reality... how come i never learn... why am i so naive... why di i believe people asimply because they told me to do so... i hate myself... and why is it that the ones we hold on to are the people who aren't really as reliable as we thought they are... it's so damn painful that after having a date with jay i will be reading testimonials of a girl... he's ex according to him saying such f***ing things... damn him to hell... i don't curse people but it's just too much for me to handle.... i always believe him but then he never failed to disappoint me.. I'm such a foolish wreck... damn joyce.. you're right... i should be careful.. and i am now... and f*** nalang talaga....